How to Spell L.O.V.E

I'd like a life that's really great,

To share with the perfect mate.

So make me a love that will grow and grow,

Like a seed that you sow.

Make it last forever and ever,

Getting better whatsoever.

MERAKA Part 1

26th OCT 2009

Anuar Musa @ Jang @ Joebor

Kuala Pilah

KST 2310

• Mr. President
• Lawak
• Cool
• Down to earth

Aku meragui cara dia memimpin, tapi aku kagum dengan cara dia berfikir! Jang, you can lead Jang, aku tau ko boleh, kalau ko meragui dengan diri ko sendiri, minta la bantuan kawan- kawan, many people will help you. Mungkin kau nampak lemah dalam cara kau memimpin, kerana kurang pengalaman, tapi jangan disebabkan itu, kau hampakan kawan- kawan kau. They don't vote you for free, I believe they want something in return, don't break their faith in you. There something yang aku nampak dalam diri dia, which is the way dia berfikir. Aku sangat tidak sangka Jang boleh berfikir macam tue sekali, dan ternyata aku telah pandang rendah pada dia. Heaaa... Yang pasti Jang adalah seorang yang sangat Ethnocentrism! Kalau tak percaya, boleh tengok dari gaya dia bercakap dan cara penulisan dia dalam blog.

P/S: Jang, ni kali yang ke 4 aku edit cerita pasal ko! ((:

Ruzaini Aziz @ Narkiah @ Jenny

Batu Pahat

KST 2310

• Pendiam
• Comel
• Down to earth
• Dona (huh?)

Jenny comel, mungkin seorang yang pendiam, tapi bila berkata- kata, tajam perkataannya, macam kena tujah! I never seen him get mad before, but I know, people like him can be damn hazard when the anger take over him. Tapi jangan risau, Jenny rajin sembahyang, agak sukar bagi si Lucifer nak meniupkan api kemarahan pada Jenny. Jangan lupa Jenny juga anak Adam, jadi dia juga boleh termakan kata- kata dan hasutan Si Lucifer! He maybe short and bulky, but don't underestimate him, as he can defeat someone like Gotam or Kamen! Lawak orangnya, selalu tangkap gambar lubang hidung dia and buat wallpaper kat handphone orang lain. I believe dia sangat berbangga dengan lubang hidung dia tue yang dah macam gua batu belah batu bertangkup! hahaha.. (:

Fairureshad Kassim @ Shad @ Mamak

Putrajaya

KST 2310

• Cool
• Cute
• Artistic
• Creative

Sama macam Jang, dan Jennny, diam dan down to earth, tapi cara dia berfikir sangat unik. Orang yang berseni. Sometimes rebellious. Kalau nak tau macam mana dan apa yang dia rebellious kan, tengok la mana- mana contengan yang dia buat, tu saja dah cukup untuk menunjukkan apa yang dia tengah fikirkan/ runsingkan. Orangnya kurus kering, kena pula di tiup angin oleh Dewa angin, mungkin terbang, mungkin tak. Berkulit hitam manis, bergaya Rasta. Dia ada Ideologi sendiri, only God knows. Sometime can be too secure and sometime can be damn fucking weak! Its normal, when the emotion take control, your brain stop functioning well. Untuk kesekian kali nya aku edit coretan ni, dan aku rasakan yang dia ni someone yang unpredictable pula. Kadang- kadang okay, kadang- kadang tak. Seriously, kadang- kadang aku memang ada terasa hati dengan dia, but I believe, dia ada dia punya reason yang tersendiri.

Ahmad Rusidy Rosly @ Mosh @ Ragal

Johore Bahru

KST2313

• Pemain Ragbi
• Play guitar
• Class rep
• Dangerous

Frankly speaking, masa mula- mula aku jumpa dia, aku benci gila kat dia ni. Sombong dan berlagak, but then, dia okay je. Boleh je lepak- lepak dengan dia. Play guitar a lot, sampai satu tahap make me annoy with his uncivilizes rhyme. Dia ni totally opposite kepada Jang, He can lead, but then the way he lead tu sometime totally wrong. For me, he needs help! pertolongan dari kawan- kawan yang selalu dengan dia. Very Straight forward. Why? As I see, bila dia tak suka seseorang, terus buat muka which is all of us can see that. Yang eloknya, kalau kita dah nampak dia tak suka, musti la kita akan sedar and membuatkan kita fikir jab. Mungkin kita dah buat silap. Aku tak berani pula nak tulis pasal dia banyak- banyak because I not know him well. Kang salah tulis plak, naya aku.

P/S: Kalau aku salah mati aku, sebab tue tulis kecik- kecik ((:

Mohammad Syafiq Noorshuhaimi @ Fikki @ Moge @ Mokka

Kamunting

KST 2311

• Baik
• Puitis
• Sensitif
• Don't talk about food to him!

Antara budak TESL yang paling rapat dengan aku dari dulu sampai sekarang, dan dia juga antara makhluk yang paling awal mendekati aku. Seorang yang sangat lawak tapi dulu lagi lawak. Dia seorang yang sangat caring about every single Teslian yang ada kat Kasturi ni, tapi sering disalah tafsir. Kadang- kadang aku kesian juga tengok dia ni, tapi aku faham, lumrah manusia, cepat rimas dan cepat jemu. Super duper sensitive. To a certain degree aku pun naik fed up dengan perangi dia. But trust me he's lovely. And a good listener too! Sama juga macam Reshad, he can be too secure and sometimes he can be damn fucking weak! Dia ni ada satu sifat yang bagi aku boleh tahan juga budak ni, nak kene agak nye.. hahaha. Sifat yang aku maksudkan adalah, sifat asyik nak menang je.. hahaha.. Kalau dengan aku memang tidak la ko nak menang fikki oi.. hahaha...

8th NOV 2009

Muhammad Aneff B. Baharom @ Pasi @ Baharom's son ^-^

Melaka

KST2308

• Silence
• Good guy
  
• Watcher
• Ada secret admire

Well, nothing much yang aku boleh cerita pasal dia, cause I don't really know him, but as I can see, He's a very good guy. However, I can feel the aura of his badness, people watch out, don't play shit with him. I believe he can turn you into a disaster. I've heard that some of the Teslian Gurls yang simpan perasaan pada dia because of his look. Well, congratulation Mr. Anepp. Sepanjang pemerhatian aku, Pasi seorang yang sangat susah nak dikejutkan bila dia tidur, but, if I'm not mistaken, kali yang ke sepuluh korang kejutkan dia, automatically dia akan bangun. hahaha... Unique! I also believe that Pasi really mind with his reputation, he won't let anybody jeopardize his image. Well, to Mr. Aneff, sometime, no matter how we really take a good care of our reputation and what so ever, people keep talking, so, just be yourself.

Muhammad Zamir B. Zulkifli @ Blur

Penang

KST2308

• Very kind
• Rapper wannabe
• Jaga badan
• So proud with Mamak! cit....

Zamir seorang yang sangat baik, no wonder la semua orang senang berdamping dengan dia. He's the only Tesl yang panggil aku abg Danny. So sweet... hahaha... Dia selalu amik product2 yang boleh membentuk badan dia. Tapi aku tgk sekeping jugak. Hahahaha... One thing about Zamir yang aku tahu ialah cara dia sms aku, dia ni tak adalah selalu sangat sms aku, but once he text me, hambik kau, 2 3 page dia bagi... His good deep mungkin akan dipergunakan oleh orang lain, well you know, people love taking advantage from other people, but do believe in Karma. You get what you pay for.

09th NOV 2009

Ismadi B. Ibrahim @ Madi @ Kendo

Taiping

KST 2306

• Besar
• Rambut Pacak
• Tak tinggi
• Player hahahaha... ^-^

Aku kenal dia melalui Junior aku yang bernama Boyang @ Black. He's very friendly and I still remember how aku dapat layanan yang sangat mesra dari dia bila aku sampai dekat level 3 wing 2 ni. And I still remember how he receive layanan yang buruk dari aku bila ada satu kes yang menyatakan dia bersalah. Sorry Madi, people cannot fun from being judgmental. But now, I'm natural because we have no evidence. Lagi pun marilah kita lupakan kisah- kisah silam. Amik yang jernih, buang yang keruh. Dia baik, walaupun kadang- kadang kedekut, tapi aku percaya, dia orang yang baik. Walaupun dia seorang yang GATAL, tapi... Ntah le xtau dah teman nak kaborkan ghope mana dah.

20th DEC 2009

P/S: Aku ambil masa yang yang sangat lama untuk tulis mengenai mereka kerana kekangan masa dan kekurangan idea. Pun sekarang ni apa yang aku tulis tue, I don't feel the juice of writing and I believe you guys don't feel the juice of reading it right. Aku minta maaf kalau apa yang aku tilis ni meyinggung hati & perasaan kalian. I just want to share with all of you guys about apa yang ada dalam sejarah hidup aku. That it.

Sebelum mati...

Tanpa disedari dah hampir 21tahun aku hidup dimuka bumi Allah ni... Macam- macam benda yang dah terjadi... Dan aku tahu aku dah banyak buat dosa dan salah laku ( buat pahala paling kurang aku buat aku rasa). Tapi aku masih lagi belum puas nak tahu apa lagi yang ada kat muka bumi ni...

Jadi sebelum aku mati ada beberapa perkara yang ingin aku lakukan sebelum ajal tiba. Di antara perkara yang bermain difikiran aku sekaran adalah:

1. Aku teringin sangat nak jumpa dengan Artis kesayangan aku ni iaitu Jesse McCartney!
2. Teringin sangat nak pergi ke Jepun (kenapa? Nanti aku bagitahu)
3. Nak beli kan mak sebiji banglo
4. Teringin nak mengacarakan sebuah rancangan televisyen bersama Ryan SeaCrest

1. Last but not least aku nak buktikan kepada Cikgu aku a.k.a Cikgu Hasan yang Course Masscomm ada masa depan, ada prospektif!

H.O.M.E.

Rumah- Tempat kita tinggal, tempat kita berteduh dari hujan dan panas. Tempat kita berlindung. That's the basic definition of home. There is alot more than just place where we stay, home bring us memory, home bring us comfortable.

For me, home is the best place for you tp throw away all your problems. Home is the perfect place for you to run away from all the stress. Bila aku ada masalah dengan kawan- kawan, aku akan lari balik rumah.

Tapi rumah tak semestinya tempat yang paling sesuai bila kalian ada masalah keluarga kan? Home also can be the worst place ever to stay in. Home can be like hell, and for me, if I do have problems with my family, aku akan lari pergi jumpa kawan- kawan aku.

But, when you have problem with all your friends and family, mana kalian nak lari? Lari yang aku maksudkan ni bukannya lari dari masalah... Well literally memang la lari, cause for me, when I had a problem, I need some space. I need time to think, to keep myself rational. So, kena la lari kejab.

No matter how big or small the house, isi dalam rumah tu la yang akan menghidupkan rumah tu... Betul tak? Aku selalu berangan nak ada rumah besar. But my typical mind always remind me something, rumah besar = orang dalam rumah tu tak sebahagia rumah kecil. Tapi, bila aku berada dalam rumah yang aku ada sekarang, aku tengok bahagianya mereka ada rumah besar.

When I do the culculation, A Perfect Family is the real definition of HOME ( Perfect Family = HOME). Macam mana pula dengan mereka yang tak ada perfect family? Well, I guess Friend play a major roles. Another culculation emerge from me, Friendship Is the real definition of Home ( Friendship = HOME). Another issue akan timbul bila kita ada masalah dengan dua- dua pihak, when we do have problems with both family and friends, all I can conclude is...

Family + Friend = HOME RUN

P/S: Hahahaha... aku rasa sangat lawak, walaupun entry ni sangat bodoh... :'(

WANTED!!!

Satu Mesyuarat Agung Tahunan telah dijalankan bagi melantik ahli- ahli baru Naipoks! Mengikut adat istiadat Naipok! Naipok yang baru nak "up" akan digelar Naipok- wannabe!

Lokasi: Mydin
Masa: 8:30 p.m.
Tarikh: 05/09/09

Mereka dikehendaki oleh pihak berkuasa kerana telah membuat chaos ditempat kejadian. Ganjaran yang lumayan akan diberikan kepada mereka yang berjaya menjumpai ahli- ahli Naipok!

Ahli- ahli Naipok! terdiri daripada:

Name: Aliya Azmi
Position: Pengasas Naipok! Foundation.
Ability: Can impress people with her Acquaintance of Anak Ikan/ Pucuk Muda.
Attacking skill: Naipoks! Attack!
Effect: Causing suffocation (Lemas).
Rate: 10/10 (5 star)
Level: 30 Sorority Life.

Name: Danny McCartney
Position: NYDP Naipok! Foundation.
Ability: Laugh out loud.
Attacking Skill: Scream!
Effects: Brain & eardrum damage.
Rate: 8/10 (4 star)
Level: 19 Rock! Lagend.

Name: Joel
Position: Naipok! Naipok- wannabe!
Ability: Unknown.
Attacking Skill: unknown.
Effect: Unknown.
Rate: 5/10 ( 3 star)
Level: Unknown.

Name: Ali Jowo
Position: Naipok- wannabe! / Nurse.
Ability: Womenizer (Memasak/mengemas/mengemop/menjait).
Attacking skill: Gigi attack.
Effect: LoveBite.
Rate: 7/10 ( 4 star)
Level: Unknown.

Antara kekacauan yang dilakukan oleh Ahli- ahli Naipok! dan Naipok- wannabe!:

Feeling cute dengan Topi Bayi, ni adalah antara kelebihan yang baru ditemui oleh Aliya Azmi.

Naipok! Choice, Pampers kegemaran kebanyakkan Naipoks dan Naipok!- wannabe!

Mascot baru kami

Antara Scene- scene yang dipercayai telah menimbulkan chaos di Mydin Ayer Keroh.

Trageri yang melanda Ahli Naipok!: Sukar melupakan Zaman Kanak- kanak mereka.

Ali menjangkakan untuk mengganti tempat Aliya Azmi dan Sudah pun mempunyai Mascot nya yang tersendiri.

Antara Senjata yang telah kami cipta dan boleh didapati di pasaraya- pasaraya yang berhampiran anda.

Mascot Danny McCartney yang di datangkan khas dari Cambodia.

Perebutan harta di antara ahli- ahli Naipoks.

Taggy Waggy Thinggy.... SUKE!!!!

Kawan- kawan, as you all know, I love being tagged... and I'm love doing it. Cause its fun... So, the other day, I visited my friend blog, nama dye Mya zulkifli gong geng... hahahahaha... She tagged everyone including me I guess.. hahahahaha... so this is the result...

[ONE] have you ever been asked out?
-yes. Mesti la penah.

[TWO] where was your default picture taken?
-Studio Photography.

[THREE] what's your middle name?
--



[FOUR] your current relationship status?
-im married.

[FIVE] does your crush like you back?
- YEAH! Of course..

[SIX] what is your current mood?
-uncertainty..

[SEVEN] what color of shirt are you wearing?
-black and white tank top...

[EIGHT] what color socks are u wearing?
-none...

[NINE] Missing something?
-yes....

[TEN] if you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?
-duhh... just go back and change something le... what else?

[ELEVEN] if you must be an animal for a day what would you be?
-Hamster.

[TWELVE] ever had a near death experience?
-Ah-ha~ My grandparent & great grandparent.. miss them so much ):

[THIRTEEN] something you do a lot?
-online...[facebook, myspace, blog]

[FOURTEEN] the song stuck in your head?
-The climb by Miley cyrus

[FIFTEEN] who did you copy and paste this from?
-La Verita di Mya Zulkifli gong geng of course.. hahahahaha...

[SIXTEEN] name someone with the same birthday as you?
-IDK...

[SEVENTEEN] when was the last time you cried?
-June 12

[EIGHTEEN] have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
-No way.



[NINETEEN] if you could have one super power what would it be?
-Psychic.

[TWENTY] what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
-physical appearance.

[TWENTY-ONE] what do you usually order from starbucks?
-Caramel Frapp kot...

[TWENTY-TWO] what's your biggest secret?
- i'm a big fan of Jesse McCartney.. hahahahahaha....

[TWENTY-THREE] favorite color?
-Green. Of course

[TWENTY-FOUR] do you still watch kiddie shows or tv shows?
-Absolutely YES!!!

[TWENTY-FIVE] what's on your walls?
-Clock. jam menunjukkan pukul 1.56 p.m.

TWENTY-SIX] what sign are you?
-Sagittarius.

[TWENTY-SEVEN] do you speak any other language?
-Yes, I can even speak chinese nad tamil.. hahahahaha.. (menipoo je danny ni)

[TWENTY-EIGHT] what's your favorite smell?
-Clinique for Men

[TWENTY-NINE] Describe your life in one word.
-Crazy.

[THIRTY-ONE] have you ever kissed in the rain?
-Pernah kot..

[THIRTY-TWO] what are you thinking about right now?
-Can't wait to be in campus...

[THIRTY-THREE] what should you be doing?
-take a bath... hehehe...

[THIRTY-FOUR] who was the last person that made you angry?
-Along....

[THIRTY-FIVE] how often do you talk to God?
-Every moment.

[THIRTY-SIX] are you a texting addict?
-Sometimes. Yes.

[THIRTY-SEVEN] if you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
-McCartney

[THIRTY-EIGHT] do you act differently around the person you like?
-NO... There is no such thing like DOUBLE STANDARD in my Dictionary....

[THIRTY-NINE] whats your natural hair color?
-Black.

[FORTY] who was the last person to make you cry?
-Zettai Kareshi.

P/S : Im tagging Everyone who read this entry... Especially those name I mention like:
Aiman Ariffin hahahahaha...
Faiz becker
Aliya naipoks
Ricky
Takie
Ezul
Pudin
Padin
Fork dabuldahi...

Ke-chantique-kan adalah hak milik setiap insan...

Like I said before, we'll never satisfied with what we have. Well, this thing happened to me again. Many of my friend told me that I have the beautiful skin, and I totally admit those compliment and I can say that I'm proud of it. But, I not satisfied with my skin. I want more, more and more. I want to make my skin even beautiful from what I have now. It doesn't mean that I am ungrateful with what I have. Serious shit, I am thankful with all this gift.


Some of you guy would say that "dude, come on, you're man, don't do the girl2 thinggy"... Well let me explain, we created by the most genius Inventor with the most perfect creation. I admit Allah just let us borrowed this body for a short period of time. So, of course I want to take a good care of my body, my skin. If, you let someone borrow your stuff, of course and definitely you want them to take care of your stuff right?

Moreover, I am not changing any of this creation, I just want to protect and keep this gift in a good care. Macam mana aku pinjam, macam tue jugaklah aku pulangkan balik.

So, I want to ask you guys a favor, do you have any tips or advise to make your skin beautiful. How do you people take a good care of your skin? Please share your knowledge with me, you'll lose nothing. I don't mind spend some money to make my skin beautiful. I'm willing to do anything just to make my skin beautiful. Even cara paling susah pun aku sanggup buat. Please help me people.

P/S: aku tak mampu nak beli or kumpul natural scrubs untuk dilumurkan ke seluruh badan. Hahahahaha.... So tolong la tinggal kan tips... please3...!!!!

P/S 2: Kulit aku dah gelap... and nampak tak bermaya dah....

Trying the very best to impressed...

One may wish to be the best.. be the best to impress..

impressive may sound as nice as the word means,

But deep down what do we get in return?

One may like, one may not..

We are the one who suffers the pain of being rejected.. being turn down..

Gosh.. the pain is hard to handle..

not many will say in front of us what they really think by what we are trying to convey in the sense of being the best..

Competition in struggling to be the best among the best is one hard task..

I may not succeed here in being impressive to everyone..

atleast deep down of me i'm happy of what i am.. and who i am..

wah.. penuh makne nie...