SIRI 1- the journey to the north...

A Week Before- 18th Sept 2008

Its been a long time for me not PUBLISH a new post.. And its been a while for me not to went back to my kampung (home). I really  miss my home, never been better than your own house. I miss my mother, my elder sister & my hometown.

(right now, I'm still searching a right words to write in this blog) 

During this festive season, everyone change their spirit into happy mood, cheerful, and RAYA mood of course. And i also still switch my mood to that particular occasion. 

I'm felt so happy and can't wait for HARI RAYA, me, Hazrul and Shirin were talking about home and RAYA almost everyday as we so excited to go back home because we not went back to our house for a long period. We start packing the luggage from a week before. Many of my level mate and friends shock why we are packed the bag so early. Its seem like we don't want to come back anymore.

The Day Has Come- 25th Sept 2008

Because am were so excited, I can't sleep yesterday. I'm in Hazrul college yesterday, spending time together. I had so much fun yesterday, chatting, laughing and dancing for Hari RAYA with Hazrul, Betik, Mirul, Hamzah, Anap, MEMEN of course, Suri, Fikry, Akir and a few to be named  (beberapa orang lagi yang aku sendiri dah tak ingat siapa).  After sahur, I have to say goodbye to all of them, as I'm scared I won't be able to meet them after this because I've class to attend before I leave this beloved campus. 

MEMEN with his cute little elmo

"Definitely Danny will miss his little new brother MEMEN (hehehe)" said my heart to myself (apa aku nak cakap sebenarnya ni). I knew that he also going back back home today as well as Suri, so I really going to miss them like hell. 

I went back to my collage and straight away packing my bag as I can't sleep, cause I know if I fall asleep, I won't be able to wake up. And...............

Holy Shit!, I missed the morning class as I fall asleep, I don't know when? Suddenly, I just felt like want to remind MEMEN to meet me before he step away from this campus. And luckyly, he still here while his parents are already here to pick him up. I'm shocked and go to his block straight away, and give him KAD RAYA. 

I get myself ready to go to the last class before I leavin- Jesse McCartney this campus. I'm going to class, with the biggest luggage ever then anyone in UiTM. Meet my Alif-ku SAYANG, hug him, farewell kisses and gives KAD RAYA. Masuk kelas, cikgu mengajar, hati fikir rumah, cikgu marah, yada, yada, yada, yada, Kelas HABIS, salam2 dengan kawan2 kelas, feluk2, and KELUAR kelas.

This is The Actual Story

I've to carried out the biggest beg- roda ever. I've to climb so many tangga (tahu la, UiTM kan Looooooooove tangga sana sini), cross the Longkang and walk around 91.5 metre from DKC to the bus stop dekat depan UiTM tu. But, I never felt exhausted or something (risau korang je la yang fenat baca post ni, panjang oooo)

to be continued...

p/s: one thing i hate about home is the internet connection, am not able to open even yahoo!

kala malam bulan mengambang

Beberapa hari yang lepas, kawan- kawanku telah menemui satu laman web yang begitu menarik perhatian ramai. Sehinggakan aku sendiri terpukau dengan kelicikan orang telah mahir dengan laman sesawang yang telah diperkenalkan kepada kami dan juga orang yang telah mencipta laman web tersebut. Nak dijadikan cerita, laman web ini diibaratkan seperti laman web untuk menilik nasib (tapi sebenarnya lebih kepada permainan "spirit- spirit of the coin"). Oleh kerana kita berada didalam bulan puasa, aku pun dengan berbekalkan iman yang senipis kulit bawang menolak sama sekali untuk melayari laman sesawang tersebut. 

Akan tetapi, nak dijadikan cerita kala malam bulan mengambang, aku pun telah mengunjungi TINGKAT (level lah..) kawan aku seperti biasa untuk menghabiskan masa yang terluang. Tidak menjadi seperti kebiasaan malam, kala malam bulan mengambang kali ini begitu hambar dan bosan dibilik yang aku kunjungi. Namun dibeberapa penjuru bilik di"level" itu dipenuhi dengan gelak tawa (bagai).

Aku menjadi kurang siuman dan perasaan ingin tahu menbuak- buak seketika. (Segeralah..) aku meminta kawanku itu membuka laman sesawang yang sedang hangat diperkatakan. Dan dipendekkan cerita, aku sangat tertarik akan laman web ini, dan terus mencuba(terasa syirik sejenak). Cubaan, demi cubaan diteruskan namun semuanya "hanjing"..... Apa yang aku harapkan sama sekali tidak kesampaian. 

Askjud, adalah laman sesawang yang sangat licik, dan hanya akan melayan orang yang dikehendaki sahaja (katanya la kan...). Segala pujuk rayu telah digunakna, akhirnya askjud bersetuju untuk melayani aku. (Segeralah..) aku pun telah menggunakan laman web itu untuk mengetahui apa yang aku tidak tahu.

Akhir kata, selamat mencuba. Harap, askjud mahu melayani kamu semua. jikalau sebaliknya, (segera lah..) panggillah aku untuk bantuan.

this is the fact, FASTING month, HOLY mood

Tup, tap, tup, tap....

Its already Bulan Puasa... Time is moving so fast. I don't know why. But, I tried to imagine, if The Time(TT) is a person, he exactly like a human being. Rushing all the time. (macam orang nak pergi tandas, en en en? Laju je gerak..) After this, we all will facing the mid term exam especially UiTM Malacca Student. If we didn't manage and work like the TT, definitely we're left behind. Am I right? Then, we'll celebrating the Hari Raya Puasa, I barely can't wait to enjoy that moment. It been such a long time for me, after a few years not feeling to celebrate the EID, after my parent divorced. Now, the spirit has come. Come on Raya, Come on, bring me some cheers. After raya, the climax of this semester will come. Its our Final Exam, but till now, I never under stand what ever I've already learned during my PnP session. Hrmmmmm.... I'm STILL SEARCHING, what should I do now. I'm worried, but never take action, as TT goes and moving forward, without looking back or even wait for me. How pathetic? huh?

What I'm trying to say is, if TT can manage to moving fast, why can't us? HE manage to worked with His owned. HE doesn't care about others, if you're late, then bye bye, am leavin' (ala ala lagu Jesse Mccartney- leavin'). If you manage to catch up, then you're in my team. Yes TT, I'll tried to catch you, but give me a moment.  Once again, This is not what am trying to say. It is all about Holy Mood..

Puasa, every one knows, we had to control everything. Especially our desire. We can't eat, drink, masturbate(hahaha...), watch porn, gossip, say those bad words and all thing that can make our Phahala Phuasa decrease. But, how many of us can do that thing? Huh? Tell me. Named me a few. And am Still Searching, who ever can do that. I want to learn from them. As I'm dying to do that. Even I being insulted while I'm trying to do those good deed. Can you see how poor nowadays human being? And I totally disappointed when they even "LAHA" on me.

"Danny, jangan berlagak suci dengan kita orang...."

Am so surprised when I received those responds. Can't you think? "Tuhan sentiasa memerhatikan apa yang kamu kerjakan." And I always advised my friends when they "LAHA" on me.

Danny: "i never expect my friends say those bad words on me, especially during this fasting month"

And their responds,

Friends: "whoa, nice Caption, ko ambil dari mana?" 

Dear Friends,

During this fasting month, "banyak- banyakkan lah beribadah, dan bertaubat". Even I'm not so good in religious, but I'm not naive. Both MALAIKAT, always write down in every single thing that we've done. hrmmm.....

p/s: lately, bloggers always haunted with guilty.